Happy Anniversary Baybee Boy...
Happy Anniversary Baybee Boy...
I had a dream of finding my one life long friend, my partner, my soul
mate who would be there for me in my time of need and who could
delight, thrill and entertain me in a unique way. In addition to
conversation on a deep level and an understanding of my little idiosyncrasies
and irritations that in turn strengthened our bond and sincere connection
with each other.
And
then He walked into my life—the beautiful man with the amazing magnetic eyes. He
was different than anyone I had ever met, much less dated. He was both
magical and familiar, conservative and freethinking, and I proceeded
to do what I always did: use as much blunt-force honesty as possible to
see if he would be frightened away easily.
He was used to a
different type of woman, someone who was a bit more sheltered than I
was, and someone who was far less opinionated. I made him smoke a lot
of cigarettes those first few months of dating, as he sat in his car
on his driveway, debating whether or not to go on another date with me,
trying to figure out if this was a good thing that was happening in his
life.
I
knew he was a good thing for my life. I didn’t realise how much I knew
it until, after running into someone I once dated, I saw how
strikingly different He was from anyone I had ever known. He
encouraged me to take care of myself rather than destroy myself, and
didn’t accept my feeble attempts to hide behind masks. I think I fell
in love the moment he heard my story, discovered my emotional scars,
and didn’t flinch. I later referred to him as the one who saved me,
because he pulled me out of the depths of cynicism and self-destructive
habits, and made me look at myself in the mirror with the same honesty I
pushed so harshly onto everyone around me.
From
the day we met, it was barely a year later when he asked me to be the love of his life. Our relationship and marriage has had the expected ups and downs
(as any relationship should), but it is a dance—we may grow apart for
awhile, fight, be immature and selfish, but we always find ourselves
back together, embracing, and moving as one. I have come to
understand the meaning of love as it was meant to be. It is grace, a
necessary redemption, and a beautiful transcendence from the ugliness
we all have inside of us.
And 17/01/2013- it had been complete 1 year since we express our love to each other. And i hope it will go on and on and on till forever.
In this 1 year, he taught me a lot about LOVE and LIFE
- to give in when one party gets on temper
- to forgive, forget and never talk about the mistake again
- to be confident that we belongs to each other
- to sing out loud
- To try and not just sit and sigh because everyone else says so
- To know our value and never disgrace it by setting a lower standard
- and how to be mad and addicted to someone with someone
Someone
once told me that you find the most happiness in life in the small,
seemingly insignificant things. There is wisdom in that statement,
because I found my happiness from sticking stickers onto brochures.
Happy anniversary Baybee. Thanks for being with me through my thick and thin and to be patient with my attitude. God surely blessed me when u walked into my life. I don't know what will happen in future, but now, at this very moment, im sure this love and addiction i have on you will never die.... Love u a lottttttttttt
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